urghh

its been about 2 months since my last blog
which looking back on, is a load of bollocks.
im back home. ive been here 24 hours and im tearing my hair out already.
fucks sake hahaha.
its actually pretty typical
about a week ago i hooked up with someone i actually quite fancy at a work thing
and then poooft! i have to come back to barbados
dont get me wrong, im not all upset about being home because i like someone
im upset about being at home because its awfull here
al my friends want to do is drink and party
which i did before when i lived here because it was all there was to do
but now i dono.... i just dont fancy going and getting plastered and hooking up with a random tourist
and lets face it, the selection of local guys here is pretty poor.
anyway moving along!
as im here for ages and ages ive decided im going to attempt to lose 17 lbs to be exact
which works ut to about 2 lbs a week
which doesnt sound too dificult
i say that, but i always make these plans and never follow them through
althouth i think im pretty motivated for this one
not too sure why
im just fed up of being flabby i guess

anyway! this moning i went for a swim, did 50 laps of the pool. thats got to do me some good right? im totally bored of blogging already. i shall find the inspiration to do another update soon!!! laters taters x