Wednesday, March 25, 2009

tulips and daffodills

I don't know why I let food control my life.
I find it easiest if i just don't start eating.
Once I start, I just can't stop.
Literally, the food takes a hold of me and I have no control of it.
None.
At all.
I can't just have "a piece of cheese" or "a slice of toast"
it always turns into more.
I can't just have one
I cant leave things
I cant even just eat half
I want to be hypnotized haha

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