Tuesday, January 27, 2009

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i dont even know how to feel.
i feel worried
i feel like crying
i wish i could be there but i cant
and i still dont want to be there really
but i want to help.
the police took my brother home at 3 am this morning for crashing my car into a pole
he was in handcuffs because he was being rude and violent
he was staggering and slurring
he told my parents he was sober
they didnt believe him
he called my mum the worst mum in the world
which is really really unfair
because she is the best mum in the world
they have done so much for him
spend so much time and money on him
and he just dosent seem to care
then he went into the kitchen
and cut his hand open with a kitchen knife
because they didnt believe him
infront of my mum and his pregnant wife
who found him standing there with blood dripping
im so worried
whats wrong with him??
i dont even care that my car is wrecked
he said he had been ran off the road by another car
which he blatantly hadnt
why lie
why not say
ok im drunk
i crashed it
i'm sorry
can i go to bed now?
ug
UG
:(
i wish i was there

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